Why? Why Write Now?

Jacob and Kyle's Dad and I were married for almost 10 years.  He was a wonderful man and an incredible father, but sometimes no matter how much two people love another, there are some things that love just can't fix.  One of the most heart breaking parts for all of us is that when Mark moved away, he chose to move far away and he got caught up in a lifestyle that was not something that was suitable for caring for his two children... Our marriage came to end, the sad part was so did our family.  Never will I speak a harsh word to Jacob and Kyle about their Dad - Honest words, yes, but mean and hateful? no.  That is their father and underneathe it all, he is still the man I loved enough to marry and to share a life with, to have children with and to have a dream of growing old with... somewhere, under all of that, I know he is still there, he has just missed a little bit of life....